I cannot give a personal religious ruling about whether you specifically should take diksha.

In Jain tradition, diksha is a very serious vow and is generally considered only when a person has:

• strong vairagya,
• stable faith in Jain Dharma,
• readiness to renounce worldly life,
• capacity to follow the vows, discipline, and hardships of ascetic life,
• and guidance from a qualified acharya.

So, rather than saying “you should” or “you should not,” the proper Jain way is to say:

• Texts and tradition describe diksha as for one who is truly detached and fully prepared.
• It should not be taken impulsively, emotionally, or for prestige.
• The decision is made after deep self-examination and under the guidance of a respected Jain acharya.

If you want, I can explain the traditional signs of readiness for diksha in simple Jain terms.