No. In Jain Dharma, absolute non-violence does not mean killing oneself.

Jainism teaches:

• Ahimsa means avoiding harm to all living beings.
• Suicide is himsa because it harms the soul’s embodiment and is done with attachment, aversion, or despair.
• Ahiṃsā is practiced by reducing injury, not by destroying one’s own life.
• The Jain path is to purify karma through self-restraint, compassion, fasting with discipline, forgiveness, and right conduct.

Even in severe vows or austerities, a Jain must not act with violence toward the body out of hatred or hopelessness. The goal is moksha through spiritual discipline, not self-destruction.

So the correct Jain understanding is:

• Do not kill others
• Do not kill oneself
• Live with restraint, compassion, and detachment

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