Answer

In Jain Dharma, intentionally watching bikini/sexual photos for lust and masturbating during Paryushan is considered spiritually harmful because it increases rāga (attachment), sensual desire, and lack of self-control.

For a 14-year-old, sexual feelings can be natural due to age and bodily changes. But Jain Dharma teaches that “natural feeling” does not mean we should freely follow every desire. Paryushan is especially a time for self-restraint, purity, repentance, and reducing passions.

Explanation

From a Jain perspective:

• Sexual desire is a form of attachment that binds karma.
• Watching such photos intentionally strengthens imagination and craving.
• Masturbation is generally discouraged because it supports sensual indulgence rather than restraint.
• During Paryushan, the effort should be stronger: less entertainment, less sensuality, more prayer, swadhyay, forgiveness, and discipline.

But it is also important not to fall into extreme guilt or self-hatred. At 14, the body and mind are changing. Jain Dharma does not teach despair; it teaches awareness, repentance, and gradual improvement.

Spiritual Understanding

If it happened, you can do:

• Alochana — sincerely admit the mistake internally or before a proper guide if appropriate.
• Pratikraman — ask forgiveness and resolve to be more careful.
• Pratyakhyan — take a small vow, such as avoiding such photos for one day, then gradually increase.
• Redirect the mind — do Navkar Mantra, read Jain stories, help at home, or stay away from phone/privacy when temptation is high.

Takeaway

Yes, the desire may feel natural at 14, but in Jain Dharma, acting on lust intentionally is not spiritually good, especially during Paryushan. Do not hate yourself. Do sincere repentance, reduce triggers, and slowly build self-control with the support of Navkar Mantra and good habits.