Answer

If you mean that you masturbated during Paryushan, then in Jain Dharma it is considered a lapse in brahmacharya and sense-control.

But please do not fall into guilt or hopelessness. Jain Dharma teaches awareness, repentance, self-control, and improvement.

What You Can Do Now

• Do sincere pratikraman and ask for forgiveness.
• Accept the mistake honestly without hiding it from yourself.
• Take a small vow, such as avoiding it for the rest of Paryushan.
• Reduce triggers such as lustful thoughts, content, or isolation.
• Focus on samayik, swadhyay, japa, meditation, and seva.

Spiritual Understanding

Paryushan is a time for inner purification. A mistake does not make you spiritually lost. What matters is:

• pashchatap — sincere repentance,
• pratyakhyan — resolve not to repeat it,
• jagruti — greater awareness going forward.

Takeaway

Do not hate yourself. Do Michhami Dukkadam sincerely, strengthen your restraint, and continue Paryushan with more humility and awareness.